mass breakout

my alma matter is on newspaper
for a reason not pretty

read HERE

it's a common tale
ask anyone who stay in any boarding school
all carries similar if not same kind of story
happen during my stays too
but this is bad

SUPER BAD

200 students in one go?
in broad daylight?
4 days now n school still closed?
like i said...

SUPER BAD

i hope things become better soon
n no more future episodes

medically, more precisely from psychiatric point of view
it is labelled MASS SOCIOGENIC ILLNESS
if i can still remember of Paul Jambu's lecture back in IMU
it starts with heightened emotions leading to reduced inhibition/control with increased susceptibility to leaders sparks crowd effects and voila! u have a group of teenage girls usually in bouts of hysteria

read more on MSI
or just google it up for further details is u r interested

whether all these girls saw wat they claimed to see
i have no idea
perhaps wat happen is a few really did see 'it'
but the others r just simply 'terpengaruh'
wallahu'alam

start early

Patient A
44 year old male with strong family history of heart disease (most are dead before 50 yrs old from heart attack). Past medical history of heart attack. Still smoke 1-2 pack per day. Comes into ER complaining of chest pain.
Diagnosis: Acute MI (heart attack)

Patient B
31 year old male comes into ER also complaining of chest pain. Have been on 6 days of binging of alcohols after relationship failure.
Diagnosis: Acute MI (heart attack)

Still think heart attack an old guys disease?



prevention is always better than cure

creeping on my nerves

whoever stupid enuf to invent the BUZZ function for YM
deserve a painful, agonizingly slow death
from hearing buzz repeatedly

dear all fellow YMians
DO.NOT.EVER.BUZZ.ME
esp not as a HI

it is not attention catcher
nor it is cute or charming
*rolling eyes*

as far as i concern
it is RUDE
definitely ANNOYING
and mostly NOT WELCOME

do dat n i'll never ever speak to you again
not until u learn how to greet me nicely
deal?

this is...

dalilah. after numerous failed attempts at CSSes n HTMLs



saye buta IT
yeah yeah
*rock on*

up for grabs

Senad -Kak Rehan's hubby- was commenting on the trifle that i made
yeah, the trifle dat i made in order to keep myself from temporary insanity coming from dealing with dat stupid sponsor of mine
i was on the edge waiting for his comment
mane la tau kot2 rase marah tu
mencurah2 masuk dlm trifle jd x sedap

he said
"with this kind of cooking, u r one step closer to marriage"

for one moment my brain runs on
auto mode of receiving compliments
i thank him

then i say
"IF i can find the guy first"

n we laugh as he reply
"yeah, dat's the most important thing u must have first"

deep deep down in the tiniest corner of
my -i-dun-know-if-it's-there-anymore- heart
i feel a twinge of pang hitting me
but i smile n i laugh n i continue with my life

HE who loves me the most

I will show you love like you’ve never loved before
I will go the distance and back for more if you just say the word
Cause you will come alive again and call the trying times your friend
The pain that you have suffered through will never get the best of you
You will hope in something real that won’t depend on how you feel
When you call my name then I will answer, answer
Cause I am on your side though the wind and waves
beat against your faith
And you were on my mind when the world was made
Trust in Me my child, Trust in Me my child
Walk out on the water where you have no control
So scared to death of failure you sacrifice your soul, please let that go
You have climbed an uphill road, You have worn a heavy load
You have cried through endless nights and nearly given up the fight
Watched your dreams like falling stars
The heartaches made you who you are
Now looking back you see that I have always been there
Where you gonna hide? Where you gonna hide from Me?
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go that I can’t see?
I have heard you cry and it breaks my heart for I love you so
I would never lie, this is not the end there is still a hope

~I BELIEVE YOU~

hell hath no fury like a woman scorned

call x angkat
fax x dapat
email x balas
pos x sampai
x kn nk anta by hand kot?!
sponsor ah tiket~
stupidos!

i am so PISSED
*bakarable mode*
i need to calm down
i shall bake

girl talk

common scenario:
a grp of girls

common opening sentence:
"eh, korang tau tak? bla bla bla"

common gestures:
hands flailing ala2 mami jarum

sounds familiar?
guys, take notes



like u guys don't do it
i know a few who did it better n in manners worse than us girls
*ahhah!*

it used to be an activities i indulge daily
sort of heart to heart interaction with my gurlfens
one way of keeping updated wit wat's happening
another way to vent and rant
wat now wit most of us scattered everywhere
the bitching n yakking sessions turn to IMs n calls
but its just not the same
i MISS u gurls
*sob sob sob*

never gone

the next time u r bored, try doing this
listen to the songs of ur rebellious yrs of going up
if u r like me, chances are most of it
comes from those cutesy 'jambu'-ish boybands
*giggles*
i bet in no time u'll be singing along
or perhaps even dancing to the steps
u thought u've long forgotten
a girlfren once express her shock upon finding out
dat she can still remember the songs from her teenage years
WORD by WORD
so i dug up some of these video
just for a lil walk down the memory lane
enjoy!

1. remember N'SYNC? n yeah, Justin with 'mi meggi' hair



2. this KAVANA guy not dat fames as the others but i remember having him on my wall much to my mum objections *i have my share of rebellion too*



3. remember BRITNEY when she still a sweet innocent girl?



4. BACKSTREET BOYS turns backstreet man *pis* ouh, check out Nick's 'cool' hair



5. how can i forget WESTLIFE?



6. or SPICE GIRLS with their girl power



7. lastly my favourite boyband back then ~911~



LEE is so damn bloody cute okayyyyyyy
dulu time skolah i have this habit of balut exam pad
pastu letak la gambar mamat ni
siap balut ngn plastik lagi kasi waterproof
i think i still have it sumwhere among my school days junk
*apparently i have issues parting with wat i considered mine even tough it's junk*

ahhhhh...those were the days~

branded dick cover

i wonder how much would a Nike condom sells for?

sex just got pricier

disclaimer: pic courtesy of NURUL

belle the sheep

made her myself in Quebec City
she comes with a pretty box n passport
i've pledged to take care of her
*deyym rite i gonna take care of u, u cost me a fortune!*

she's cute isn't she?
just like me
hik hik hik

now i got someone to teman me sleeping
booooo to boogeyman
*bluek*

me heart BELLE

weekend binge

just like any other weekends here in Calgary
we had yet another weekend glutony session
this time it went undercover of Gab, Aqsa and Bram's Hsewarming Party
it was a pot luck so we had endless supply of variety of food
mee rojak, sup kambing, cucur, bergedel, egg tarts, trifle, samosa, pratha with vege curry, kerepok udang, cornflake madu, kuih lapis, cakes, macaroni, sirap bandung etc
after stuffing n still stuffing ourselves silly
we play games of Charade!
i wish i got the pics capturing us acting silly
trying to depict the movies titles
but i must say the most memorable one is
Gab n Zaki with the 'kaki bersilang' scene from Blades of Glory
and Leeshi n Bram version of Romeo n Juliet
Aqsa even makes this beautiful video about all of us



it was so much fun
we all had a great time
can't wait till the next one!

ice princess

we went ice skating!



the last time i went skating was wayyyy back during my Sunway days
my one and only try
*serik dowhhhh asik jatuh jer*
but having an Olympic size ice rink in my backyard
is too good an opportunity to pass
plus, entry is free n skate rental only 4 bucks
first touch on ice n i was chanting "omigod omigod" endlessly
n yeah, ear shrieking blood curling screams
everytime i'm about to fall
which is a lot :p



Malaysia next ice skating team?

i want!

ooo my dear most handsome most baik hati papa
i want this can or not?
pls pls pls pls pls
peeheeeleaaaaassssseeeeee?
*puppy eyes*



it's small (13.3 inch) n as light as human brain (3 lbs)
1.6 GHz Intel Core 2 Duo with 2GB of RAM n 80GB of HDD
it's ONLY $1799

further details here

p/s: an apple a day keeps the doctor away
i want this to be my apple
ngeeeeeeee~

monster under my bed

2 days in a row i woke up chanting istighfar under my breath
heart pounding, chest heaving, scared to death
no thanks to MR NITEMARES
once in a while visit i can tolerate but 2 days in a row?
man, dat's just plain crazy!

yesterday i dream i miss my flight back home tis summer
because i got carried away n forgot to look at the clock
*dang!*
i flatly refuse to think it might be a sign
oooh please dun let be a sign

and this morning it was so twisty
it probably qualified as a new japan-like horror flick
it was so vivid i couldn't close my eyes n resume sleep
*sighhhhhh*

how i wish



mayb dat would keep mr.nitemares away

19 days.5 destinations.broke

it was a GREAT holiday!
AWESOMENESS to the max!
i wish it was a longer break or i have more breaks
anyhuuu me n babe iza went on our lil adventure discovering the east side of canada
calgary-ottawa-montreal-quebec city-toronto-niagara falls-calgary
we fly in to ottawa, picked up from airport by and crashed at malaysian's student rooms at carleton uni
otawa greet us with a day of snow storm dumping 25cm of snow/hr
*bummer!*
but we had fun staying in, watching movies n youtube clips n shawarma king
the next day, accompanied with 'local' tour guides we went to parliment hills n surrounding downtown area
too bad not many good pics from ottawa
my battery went dead coz it's too cold n most pics are shakey
*wuwuwuwuwuwu*
to ottawa ppl -kham, pawa, jeme, darshan, farhana, aini, ina, amirah n kak azidah- THANKS so very much!

off to Montreal we go now!
after 3 hrs on VIA tren, Jeremy n his uncle greet us at Bonaventure
Bienvenue en Montreal!
the next day we went for a day tour to Quebec City
of all the places on tis trip, i LOVE here the most!
it's breathtakingly beautiful n soooo French n historical n old n just very charming
like all those europe cities i've always dream of visiting
-i'm always a sucker for historical stuffs-
we had nice lunch of poisson de'jour (catch of the day), custom made my Belle (will blog about it later) and found ourselves a McD in green
Back in Montreal, along wit Jeremy we explore the city
as Quebec City, Montreal pretty much very French-y n beautiful
we went to Rue St Catherine, Notre Dame, Au Port, McGill University, Mount Royal
i was so tempted to shop at Rue St Catherine
it was this long stretch of road lined with multiple stories boutiques of all brands imaginable
but am saving it for boxing day later in Toronto
i was a bit sad to leave Montreal and it's charms n da french hotties but i would definitely come back if i have the chance

after 6 hrs aboard VIA tren, we arrived in Toronto
greeted by Zul n Mus, we reunited wit Aini, Farhana, Fong Yi, Ching Yen, Pawa, Mu'min, Kham and meet Azraf
after dinner sponsored by Kelab Umno Kanada
we went to bed early
becoz the next day we r going to the ever fames NIAGARA FALLS!



jeles tak jeles tak?jeles la jeles la

it was raining dat day but its still beautiful and magnificient
*falling n love*
the remaining of holidays were spent in Toronto downtown
we went to Vi Ean's uncle place on Christmas eve n meet up with the Malaysian community there
n her cousins brought us to this house dat put up Christmas lights and sync it with a selection of songs dat u can listen to in ur car
it's an amazing showcase!
wat else we did for a week in Toronto?
we went to watch Disney's High School Musical On Ice on Christmas day, Boxing Day madness the day after, up on CN tower, exploring Royal Ontario Museum for free (they let u in for free 45 mins before closing time, how cool is dat?), running around Toronto downtown snapping pics at City Hall, Osgoode Hall, University of Toronto, Toronto General Hospital, Allan Conservatory, Dundass Square n Eaton Center
*phewww*
we also went to ALL Hard Rock Cafe in Canada



apparently u can only find Hard Rock Cafe in the east of Canada
none in the west side, not even in Vancouver
owh, btw New Year in Toronto is way sucky than in KL
why?no fireworks, seriesly~
*thumbs down*
we just stay in our room on New Year's Eve
sounds pathetic but better safe than sorry i must say
did i tell u they place where we stay is close to homeless center?
n we had *gasp* an encounter with one
go figure why we couped up in our room on New Year's Eve

so dats it
my east canada adventure
it's an amazing break
i got new frens, experience extreme snow n cold, witness new cultures, see new places, meet new ppl
wats not to love wit travelling?

well ppl tis yr winter break perhaps LA?
Disneyland n Hollywood?

p/s: for holidays pics, am still working on my very own online photo album..will let u guys know when it's ready...for now go to my frenster or facebook page...put up some pics there as a teaser
hikhikhik

just for laugh

quoted from pinksterz

Samy Vellu: Mana ade mahal? Tak Mahal says:
kita akan buat survey bangunan bangunan
Samy Vellu: Mana ade mahal? Tak Mahal says:
mane ade bocor
Samy Vellu: Mana ade mahal? Tak Mahal says:
semua orang tidur lagi
Samy Vellu: Mana ade mahal? Tak Mahal says:
oii bangun
Samy Vellu: Mana ade mahal? Tak Mahal says:
BAYAR TOL
Samy Vellu: Mana ade mahal? Tak Mahal says:
kita akan bina jambatan
Samy Vellu: Mana ade mahal? Tak Mahal says:
kalao tak de sungai
Samy Vellu: Mana ade mahal? Tak Mahal says:
kita bina sungai dulu
Samy Vellu: Mana ade mahal? Tak Mahal says:
baru bina jambatan

.I.AM.BORED.TO.DEATH.

my little black dress

found this at MANGO, Eaton Center, Toronto
i think it looks nice on me
it certainly does makes me feel so deymmmm FABULOUS!
it hides my lack of assets nicely
hik hik hik

no i didn't buy it
dun know when or where to wear it
-damn my dad for making me this way-
saje je suke masuk changing room trying dresses
addicted to it i guess
reminds me of IMU ball dress hunting wit Pu3
really really miss u dear~

just trying on all those beyond expensive dresses dat have this power to make u feel like a gazillion bucks is good for my soul
instant pick-me-up on those down n not down days
dapatla merase camne jd paris hilton waima seketika cuma
lalalalala~

a fren indeed

to a very dearest best of frens i ever have

AJIE

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY

i know dat we don't talk to each other dat often
but i know i can count on u to be there when i need u
and i want u to know i'll do the same for u no matter what
i miss spending time wit u, listening to u bashing him, remember?
i hope u found wat u looking for in life n i'll be behind u every step of the way
n i want u to know i'll always have ur back
love u girlfren
*hugssss*
n congratulations!
i am so happy for u
but have to wait for me to come back for da big day ok?

quarter century old

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAK ANA!
may all ur wishes comes true
including the pintu doraemon
nnt bolehla pinjam yer
p/s: nnt kite buat mee rojak eh
n nasi kunyit too

i wonder...
how does it feel to turn 25?
u know like when u were 17 n thinking i'll graduate when i'm 23, work a couple of years n be married when i turn 25
n now u r 23 turning 24 n starting 1st yr of medicine (again!) wit 2 more years to go before getting MD n another at least 4 yrs to get surgery over n done with n still single n not looking coz u just hepi wit ur life now n inside u feel as if u r still 17
deym ur nowhere near being dat 25 in a couple of years, dun u?
we wait n see in 2 years time ok darling self...
oooh heck age is just a number eh?

to all muslims out there
HAPPY 1429H

*silently praying*
AMEN

what am i praying for?
it's between me n my great Creator

spiderwoman

i went wall climbing today
yeay! dalilah hebat!
i have always wanted to try this
but due to lack of company n venue n money
it just stay on my to do list
but an opportunity opened by U of C Medical Wilderness Club
-thanks Rachel!u r an angel-
for 30 dolars just so good to pass
hence, my 1st wall climbing experience
3 hrs of basic course and scaling the walls of UofC outdoor center left me wit hyperconcentrated adrenaline saturating my circulation, fooling me into thinking i can do anything now
-any dares anyone?-
n tired to the bone
long, leisure dip warm bath seems heaven on earth
proud to say i manage to reach the top of 40 foot high wall
gayat wooooo~
n dat feeling of coming down with nothing *look ma, no hands!* but trust on ur belay buddy?
priceless man!
will come back for more now dat i have the basics n companies
mayb i can go for outdoor rock climbing next summer
*wewewewewewe*
any takers?

p/s: ketiadaan gambar2 kehebatan saya memanjat untuk tatapan kalian berikutan ketinggalan kamera
*dang*

on other note
met emily's bf
he is soooooo cute okayyyy
sgt seswaiiii mereka berdua
*grins*

on other other note
this is my 100th post
horayyyyyy
mayb i should write more mature, insightful post
instead of crapping craps everytime
nahhhh...i'll write wateva caught my fancy
it's MY blog
*poodling n walk away*

a year older a year wiser

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY
CUTEY PIE IZA



hope u have a great year ahead
*muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
love ya babe
X.O.X.O

p/s: i hope sup kambeng n chicken curry make ur bday special
hehehe

just do it

i got it
i got it
i got it
*riang ria hepi terlebih2 mode*
now my heart no more gundah gulana
remember i told u i want to get
the white n pink Nike shoe
on boxing day but dun want to spend
extra 8% on tax?
i finally got it today!
i lykeee lykeeee
*big big grin*



NICE right?

now smell this~

remember my perfume wishlist?
after sniffing around during boxing day
it just keeps getting longer
now i am a perfume whore plak
ngeeeeeeeeeeee~

updated dalilah's perfume wishlist
(apart from gwen's lamb n ck's euphoria blossom n nina's apple)

1. Morgan's Sweet Paradise


2. Salvatore Ferragamo's Incanto Charms
-i think it's Charms, confused over Incanto series-


3. Stella by Stella McCartney
-one of the perfume i feel in love at 1st sniff but never get to buy-


4. YSL's Young Sexy Lovely


5. Dolce & Gabbana's Light Blue
-perfect for light daily wear-


i can never have too much perfume
*hint hint*

back to school

142 Qs.4 hours.numb butt

school officially start yesterday but i skipped it
lalalalalala
so today is my first day of school of 2008
not certifying but mandatory dean's test so make my first day of school NOT!
sungguh dengki dean itew terhadap kami
saje je buat exam 2nd day bukak skolah tak bagi extend cuti
tuiiiiiiiiii dan tuiiiii lagi

anyhow, MSK result out
n alhamdulillah i manage to stay afloat still
2 down, 2 more to go
!GO CT GO!

new year HOT news from home

1. ex-ministry of health and the sex scandal

I salute him for his gut to admit his wrongdoing, not dat i'm saying wat he did is right but it's kinda not fair he step down because ppl want him to and for the image of islam hadhari BN is promoting? he's not even muslim. lucky him his family there thru thick n thin. i wonder whose next for dat hot seat since it's seems to be jinxed -br je berangan nk jd 1st women ministry of health-

full news here n here n here n here

2. Terengganu upgraded into bandaraya

bunga taik ayam by other name still stinks the same dun u think?some says its becoz the current Agong hails from Terengganu, well then by not name Kuala Terengganu as ibu kota Malaysia trus while u at it?har har har...just hope with tis re branding, things will improve in Terengganu n the ppl will benefit from it n change for the good. i wonder if it included a grand mall with tgv/gsc n boutiques n eating place like the one in kl?nahhhh~in ur dreams la ct...tak sabarnyer nk balik mkn secret recipe kat Terengganu...dh ade secret recipe hehe saye sgt suka~next, kenny rogers!

news here n here

3. my maid resign...again
haha lintang pukang la adik2 aku...hohoh padan muka

two double zero eight

the clock strike 12 and it's here
2008
*sighhhh*
why a big sigh?
somehow i feel reluctant to let 2007 whistle by
somehow i feel reluctant to embrace 2008
i dun really know why
nothing significant enuf happen in 2007
to make me feels tis way
just the feeling of not ready
it's like tak puas lg bermanje ngn 2007
boley tak?
new year has always been a blur line of transition to me
as far as i can remember i never celebrate any
past few years i was too busy cramming for finals
or i was home in terengganu
never put much thought about it
let alone making any resolution ever
but this year
at the strike of midnight
i engrave a promise in my heart

enuf is enuf
no more
it has to stop
it has to go away

dear almighty ALLAH
do give me the strength
to keep my promise
amen

BYE 2007
WHAT A GREAT YEAR IT HAS BEEN

WELCOME 2008
MAY IT BE A BETTER YEAR

!HAPPY NEW YEAR!